Sunday, October 26, 2008

Giving.. and receiving

So I had my interview in Madison and everything went really well. It felt really nice to be there in the city. It also feels nice to be where I am. The good thing is this means I am finally happy with who I am and where I am... so the location doesn't have to change for me to continue being happy about it. Amazingly enough it's only taken me 28 years to come to this realization. All things in due time.. Life is far too beautiful to get caught up in the misery that can be seen when you look closely. I have honestly found myself being more positive overall and handing it over to the universe rather than taking it on myself. So far so good... in all honesty, all I need to do is just trust myself and trust that life will turn out exactly the way it is supposed to. With a little guidance from me and a little direction with my desires.. everything turns out the way I intend it to based on my thoughts. I couldn't ask for more than being aware of my thoughts, my emotions, and my reaction to them. This is what life is all about... realizing this now will benefit me greatly in the long run..

This weekend I have been extremely generous giving lots of gifts to others based on the fact that I wanted to... I have things that I am not using.. and other people can find a great use for them I'm sure. It's a great feeling to be able to give... in return I am able to see the appreciation they have for the items I have given them...

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