Wouldn't it be nice...

Wouldn't it be nice to be with someone who thinks I am as amazing as I think they are.. and who adores me the way I adore them. Someone who appreciates all the little things and my sense of humor. Wouldn't it be nice with someone who is taller than me and loves life as much as I do? Wouldn't it be nice to be with someone who is adventurous and wants to experience life to the fullest? Wouldn't it be nice for this someone to have goals and dreams and believe that they can achieve them. Wouldn't it be nice if this person also believed in me as much as I believe in myself? Wouldn't it be nice if this someone believed in my dreams as I do? Wouldn't it be nice if I was able to love this this person with pure passion and if we were both in harmony with our true beings? Wouldn't it be nice if this person treated me like a lady all the time and had the ultimate respect for me. Wouldn't it be nice if this person appreciated music, art, and nature as much as I do? Wouldn't it be nice if he appreciated my art of shopping and my ability to decorate and organize as much I as I do? Wouldn't it be nice if this person assisted me in being who I am all the time and had such an amazing connection with me that we could speak without using verbal words? Wouldn't it be nice if when I met this person I just knew, and he did too? Wouldn't it be nice if this happened very soon? Wouldn't it be nice if I allowed him to come into my life and love me the way I love myself? It sure would be.

Confusion and contemplation...

I am to choose my path based on how I feel when I make all choices. This has me wondering what in my life I do that makes me feel perfect. Being aligned with my energy source is the most important piece of me living an abundant and joyous life. What comes to mind is yoga, tai chi, hanin out with Naomi, Jen, my mom.. and the one and only Libby.. she is my angel. I feel so incredibly blessed to have the people in my life that I do. Without them I wouldn't be half of who I am today. I feel as though they remind me who I am and assist me in continuing to be who I am. They see through my worry and fear and remind me that there is a lot of love here for all of us. I need to let go, and let my life lead me downstream. The oars aren't necessary. There is a plan, I've been creating it all of my life. The better I feel, the more I am allowing my life to happen. I didn't come here to get it done, our socieity convinces us that we need to get it done. There is nothing to get done, I need to let go, and let god. Everything is here for me. The drum is beating letting me know that there is love here and I am loved and I am valued. I am here to enjoy the process and the progress in this journey of life is measured by the joy I feel while I"m in the process. I feel that joy when I am outside, when I am near water, when I am helping people. What would I do if I could do things for free? I would create a space for artists to unite and share their passion. I would create a space that would allow art/music shows to come through in a casual way. I would have a dance studio, yoga studio with a quaint coffee shop/cafe on the lower level. The only reason to compare yourself to others is to realize that the rocket of desire that will come forth and the positive emotion that will result by looking at what others have and putting that out there for the universe. I need to start telling the story as I want it to be, not how it always has been. There's so much love here. Life is just a series of great moments... I need to appreciate all of them. There's to be joy at all times. Every day, I need to do what makes me feel the best that I can possibly feel. No matter where I am, I am putting the boat in the water and letting go of the oars. Life began a long time ago, I am going to stop paddling upstream and go with the flow. Doing this I will allow my true self to truly be who I am. There is beauty all around me. I appreciate the fact that I was able to see my smiley beautiful mom today and my wonderful dog. She is always aligned with source appreciating each moment. Life is like a sandbox, and I need to build my castle..and my town... I need to relax and believe in myself. The reason I feeling negative emotion is because it's an indicator that I am not allowing myself to be who I need to be... and who I am. Believe... there is great love here and there is enough for everyone.

New start

There is something comforting about listening to a professor critique someone's paper next to you in a coffee shop. The intelligent conversation spewing from his mouth is pretty amazing. I enjoy listening to the gentleness of his conversation and the encouraging words he's relaying to the person on the phone. It's nice to hear someone so interested in someone else's work and the passion behind the words both written and spoken is something everyone should hear. I'm attempting to start my work for the semester. Another semester has come and the challenges before me are great. The incredible thing is I am not overwhelmed by any of it...I'm comforted by the fact that I get to do this all over again.. a new semester .. new faces... new assignments and and new perspective. Life is way too short not to see the beauty in it all... so here I go again appreciating every second of it along the way.

Appreciation is a great concept. Even if life isn't perfect there are so many things that are. life is far too short to forget even for a second that all things need to be acknowledged in that regard. I appreciate the good friends I have.. the great conversations that take place. The conversations between strangers that evoke smiles in a room. The random comments from a stranger that make life seem more worth while. It's the little things that remind me I am doing exactly what I should be doing with whom I should be doing it and the fullfillment I recieve is purely based on my desire to be doing so. I am leaning towards what I want in life rather than what is given to me. I can have whatever I want... so what is the hold up? Just me... so focus on the good and all good things will happen.