Giving.. and receiving

So I had my interview in Madison and everything went really well. It felt really nice to be there in the city. It also feels nice to be where I am. The good thing is this means I am finally happy with who I am and where I am... so the location doesn't have to change for me to continue being happy about it. Amazingly enough it's only taken me 28 years to come to this realization. All things in due time.. Life is far too beautiful to get caught up in the misery that can be seen when you look closely. I have honestly found myself being more positive overall and handing it over to the universe rather than taking it on myself. So far so good... in all honesty, all I need to do is just trust myself and trust that life will turn out exactly the way it is supposed to. With a little guidance from me and a little direction with my desires.. everything turns out the way I intend it to based on my thoughts. I couldn't ask for more than being aware of my thoughts, my emotions, and my reaction to them. This is what life is all about... realizing this now will benefit me greatly in the long run..

This weekend I have been extremely generous giving lots of gifts to others based on the fact that I wanted to... I have things that I am not using.. and other people can find a great use for them I'm sure. It's a great feeling to be able to give... in return I am able to see the appreciation they have for the items I have given them...

Onward and upward

I have a telephone interview on Friday and I couldn't be more excited. I applied for this job a few weeks ago and I am thrilled to have the opportunity to speak with someone further in regard to this position! I cannot WAIT. I am going to prepare fully tomorrow evening and then go from there. I am amazed at what having a positive attitude can do for life. I see myself living in Madison very soon. I can visualize myself there living in a loft apartment with lots of light, a work out space, a garage for my car, and working downtown near or in the capital building. When I get a job there, I will have the feeling of fulfillment which is already very much there. The light airy feeling that i get when life feels like everything is exactly how it's supposed to be washes over me as soon as I put myself there in Madison. I am content where I am and I am enjoying this process much more than I had been, but I can see the opportunity for growth on so many more levels in Madison. So... the next step is just hours away. I cannot wait.

Life is just changing so much so and a lot of it is simply introspective before it becomes anything more than that. I am excited to see the next phase. I just told my step mom today I got my wings back and I am ready to fly.. when the time is right the time is right.. and the time is now.